*[[ My LiFe ChRoNiClE... ]]*

Oct 20, 2011

Funny how things happened recently in my life.

Where do I start now? Hmmm.....Ok, so I know this girl through some friends of mine. She had feelings for me but I didn't, and until now I still don't have any feelings for her. I just can't like her or anything cuz I know she is just not my type. I told her that, and she agreed that we stayed as good friends. But during all those times being "good friend", she kept on having those actions towards me like we were a couple. She tried to spoon fed me every time we went and had a meal together. She tried to act cute and being "the girl" while she usually claims herself to be "a man". She tried to SMS me every time in every little situation, which annoys me so much since I am not her boyfriend or anything of the kind. She just fake herself the whole time trying so hard to get my attention, but failed. Yes, failed badly. Cuz for me, there's nothing called love happens between us, so a friend is a friend, nothing more, nothing less.

One day I decided to work at her place as I just finish school and want to gain some experience. The first few days there was ok. Then suddenly there was this person I used to play in a band with came to one of her friend's wall and posted some shitty things about me. I was like, oh ok, nothing new, since he had been threatening me through out the past few months for leaving his band (I had an emergency issue that I needed to go back to my home country. It's an emergency call so I can only gave him the notice one day before the jamming session. Then all of the sudden he went furious on me and blame me for being irresponsible =.=). After seeing such things, her attitute changed 180 degrees towards me. She said I irritated her with my non stop teasing the day after. Oh wow. Sure? You seemed to enjoy it so much like the time you spoon fed me. If you were that irritated, why didn't you say so and I would just shut up and leave you alone in your pathetic emo corner? Then not only that, this girl went and complaint about every single things that I do wrong. Like what the hell? Is that what you are given to do in the office? Mind your own business lady.

You give yourself the right to do everything and forbidden me to do the damn same thing. How nice of you. You think you are the one being hurt? You just don't know anything about me and you can say you love me still. That is so fantastically amazing of you. I have seen you through, that's why I DON'T FUCKING ALLOW MYSELF to fall in love with you. Let me tell you something straight: You take love very lightly. You don't fully understand what love is about yet you force others to love you. Then once you have it you just throw it away like nothing happened when you found out something bad about that person. Deny it? Then my question for you is what about the case between you and Shindou, your oh-so-lovey-dovey girlfriend?

I was just gonna pretend that I have heard and see no evil from you, but after the words you said bout me that I didn't do my work in the office, it's just too much. I really regret meeting and knowing you. You are such a horrible person, the worst that I've met so far. Anyway I'm not gonna stay in YOUR office for long, and I can't wait for the day I leave to come.

*[[ 僕の夢 ]]*
|11:40:00 PM|

[[ There lives a boy.... ]]

\ Name: Blake Đào Tuấn Đức
\ Nick name: Kira Maru
\ Age: I won't tell ^^
\ B'day: 20.07

. Likes: Manga, anime, playing keyboard, cosplaying, swimming, playing video games, hanging out with friends
. Dislike: ~~insects, spiders, people who are too irritating, people who back stab~~
. Love the colour:
+ Mysterious black
+ Purifying white
+ Luscious red
+ Refreshing green
+ Charming purple
. Love the food: Sushi, Satay, Tom Yum, Vietnamese Springroll
. Love the fruits: Lychee, peach, watermelon, rambutan, apple
. Fav. music: Everything that has beats and rhythms.
. Fav. bands: Nightwish, Evanescence, Within Temptation, My Chemical Romance, Nightmare, the Gazette

> Status check: Already taken for the time being.
> Msn: kira-maru@hotmail.com

* Past: A student from Queensways secondary school class 302-402, a student from Republic Polytechnic year 2006-2009 and a student from Curtin University Singapore
* Now: A part time keyboardist and cosplayer
* Future: Has yet to come.... :)

[[ Things he wishes upon a star ]]

# ~~PSP~~
# ~~Macbook~~
# ~~Iphone~~
# License to drive
# ~~A new keyboard/electric piano~~
# ~~Super straight hair~~
# A trip to Japan